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Saturday, January 8th, 2005
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Here
^^^^ My blog from now onwards. Whee~
But I will be using LJ to mix with the IGG. So, yup, have a nice day!
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Monday, December 27th, 2004
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Finally finally joy joy joy! I finshed the maths, tried my best at those I didn't know and wheeeeeeeeee!! Only those that I don't know, I'll ask Daddy..... Yayness.. Finally I can play the comp on my own free will!! Haish... Haish...
When out with Tauffek today... Gosh... He looked... erm... weird. WHY? Why must he cut his hair again?? Hey!!! It isn't everyday I spend a DAY with him and he cuts his hair?? Whey! He didn't come to Singapore to cut hair, right? Aiyoh... And later Saturday, he is going to work at my Aunt's shop... Nice.. So, come to Singapore, don't play play.. So sad.
Tauffek, my uncle, is just... 9 years older than me! Cool... And when he saw Taufik Batisah, he said, "Yah, I know him. He stole my name." So yah, I found out that Pasir Ris doesn't really favour Taufik. Yay.. Am I supposed to rejoice?
Went to Lot 1 with him and Amylia, and we played X-Box before he had to go to Kovan with Hakim (Whoever he is... He is my relative but bah!). Haha... It was really awkward. Really really awkward. As my sis said, its like talking to a stranger!!!!
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Saturday, December 25th, 2004
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Whee~ Christmas is here!! So...
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR to ALL
Yup, you should be rejoicing... I wouldn't want to say that actually. I'm not having a merry christmas, and I don't think I'm going to have a happy new year.
I just spent a gruelling day doing MATHS. Maths. MATHS ON CHRISTMAS and ENGLISH ON CHRISTMAS EVE. Really... I should have down my assesments earlier. Shit man!
So, yup... I've nothing more to say! Tata...
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Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
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Yay!!! I'm on a graphics spree, strictly deLegion. Yup, that online Sly fanclub. It's reached 1000 members! Go deLegion!
Aloha, opt, or whatever you want me to call her. Her graphix rock! I mean, I mix with IGG, and WOW! I see awesome graphix but hers are like, va-va-voooooom... :P
I just saw this super awesomeness banner(opt) and the picture used is so cute! Sly, sleeping, head on hands on table, you know that position. I'm searching up and down for that picture. It's so cute, really! And gosh, I've only been talking about stuff related to *ahem* His Royal Slyness, as he is known on the magazines and newspapers. LMAO XD
Pictures galore! Sly's pictures are so either cute, funny or, yar.. Muahahahahahahahahahahahahha!
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Monday, December 20th, 2004
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5 more days to Christmas! Whee~
Just came back from pasar malam. Then I did some jigsaw puzzle. 1000 pieces! I mean, oh my god... It's not done yet.
I've been on Habbo. It's awesomeness. I'm going there now. Cheerios!~
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Sunday, December 19th, 2004
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So what if I like Sly? Am I not entitled to my likes and dislikes? Did I say I don't like Taufik's singing? I do, okay? Why don't people just leave me alone? I'm very happy alone. Very. I like being a loner. It makes me happy. Understand?
The only friends whom I can really have fun with are you IGG mates. You guys rock man. Lexi, Adri... All these people, they make you laugh and stuff. My friends? Haha... Friends? They give me more problems. I'm tired, you know? I can't end it here, I have so many unfulfilled wishes.
Family. What is family? I know they are your kins. I know they are people whom are your closest. But, I'm drifting further and further apart. Maybe I'm just sensitive. Maybe I'm moody. Maybe maybe maybe maybe. How do I know what's real and not? I can't anymore. I can't. You know, other people go out with both their parents and have a blast. Me? I prefer alone. Because going out with them is like going out alone. I feel so away. And one at a time.
I'm a strong girl. And for a strong girl to break, its cool. I cry you know? I cry in the toilet or when I'm alone. I have to control my tears outside. As I said, I'm strong. Forget it. I can't say anymore.
Edit - Gladers, I might be in the guild, but sooner or later, I might go. I'm sorry. I still want to remain friends. I just can't handle all this. Sorry for not commenting and all. I'm trying.
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Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
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>>> Heylo, gladers! Me, the graphix side that is, is back! Yay! I've been busy making blogs, currently. And a Sly set. Wanna see? Right.
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Yay! BoA! I like her. She's pretty, isn't she?
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Sly, not very nice but still....
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Sly again! He rocks man!
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Lalalalala! It's by the wonderful beyond wonderful Adri! I have been browing her graphics. My god! They rock!
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| Subject: | Crap |
| Time: | 4:13 pm. |
| Mood: |  aggravated. | | Music: | Bo Gol Ship Da - Kim Bum Soo. |
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[[[+]]] It's been such a long time since I updated. Sorry about that. [[[+]]]
[[[+]]] I feel like killing. You know, as in killing someone. Suddenly, Kill Bill seems so real. So so real. I don't feel like killing Bill. Who cares about Bill? I feel like killing a girl. A crappy girl who's harping about bitches when she is one herself. Yep, if you have read my previous chapters, that girl is my sister. [[[+]]]
[[[+]]] She's such an idiot. She purposely took my Sly Taufik 8Days issue because she knew I wanted the Sly section. Amylia, I know you will read this, GO TO HELL! I mean, I took what is MINE because I got angry. And that thing is MINE! Such a bitch. A few days ago, her patterns totally kaput. Both of us didn't know what happened to her patterns. Mine weren't touched (except by me), at all. She went crazy and started accusing me of sabotaging her photoshop. HER photoshop? My bro only allowed me to have it if I didn't tell her or let her use it. I'm already letting her use it, okay? I mean, give me a break. Both of our accs are password protected. She think I psychic is it? Wah lau! She even cursed me fuck! I was so pissed and later at night, we quarrelled again. We were talking about her calling me fuck and she telling me I called her a bitch on the world wide web. Yup, I did. Because I'm despising her. I don't censor anymore. I'm tired of censoring. Then she said I called her a jinx. I told her, "I wasn't the one who started it." And she kept quiet. SHE was the one who started it, you see. I won't tell you why if not she will complain to my mum. [[[+]]]
[[[+]]] Now, you think I have NO REASON to go into a state of mental fits? I mean, I'm not mentally ill. Of course not. Are you mad? Like, give me a break. SHE IS ONE STRESS FACTOR. THE BIGGEST! [[[+]]]
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Saturday, October 9th, 2004
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The layout literally sucks. Stupid photobucket resized my images!!!!!! I'm so annoyed and I'll have to host this big 1024x768 background on applepics which is so not working. Right, and my msn messenger is not working. Know why?
RANT WARNING
MY SISTER, THAT IDIOT, ACTUALLY SPLIT ACCOUNTS AND MADE HERSELF THE ADMINSTRATIVE ACCOUNT AND I'M A LIMITED. I HAVE TO DOWNLOAD WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYER AGAIN AND SHE PURPOSELY(I BET) forgot TO GIVE ME MY ANIMATION SHOP! SHE'S A FREAKING BITCH. SHE'S ALWAYS CALLING ME A BITCH BUT THE TABLES HAVE TURNED. DAMN HER.
Okay, that was it. I'm so pissed. And if she goes to applepics, she will be able to use my account which I LOST! Idiotic, thank you.
Prelim results are out and I got first in class for english. 85 for maths and 72/80 for mt. Sometimes, I don't care anymore. I'm so tired, tired, tired. But, you might say, its only exams. THIS IS WORST. THIS IS STREAMING. Yes, streaming is basically important. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE.
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Friday, October 1st, 2004
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| Time: | 9:00 am. |
| Mood: |  energetic. | | Music: | Shadow - Ashlee Simpson. |
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WOOHOO!! Today is Children's day. No school for today! But, I have to got to the hospital. Sucks, right?
Yesterday's celebration was not so bad. I didn't have mother tongue. Great great great!
On monday, I will get my prelims results back! ::shudders::
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Wednesday, September 29th, 2004
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| Time: | 3:05 pm. |
| Mood: |  weird. | | Music: | Tata Young - Sexy Naughty Bitchy. |
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I need to do something about my layout. It looks sooo messed up. That's when I put it there.
CLICK HERE
No virus above. Okay, so I'm feeling a little weird. Prelims just finished! YES! I'm still very anxious about the results and all, but I should relax, like Shay said...
.He. is back again. I guess he was sick. But, who likes to be sick? I made two sets, one for Mia and the other for Alina. And, I made this terrible stairway to heaven set for my sister. Alexia and Praoline, those were the big turn to my new life. And not to forget, Tiki's set. I'll post those when I'm free.
Now, I've been saving up for this...
Tomorrow is Children's Day. HA! I love the fact that teachers will embarass themselves on stage. Usually, its us, students. Now, its vice-versa! Go, Children's Day!
LOL. Azura bought "The growing pains of Adrian Mole." I've read that. I've read nearly all the Adrian Mole books. Books are my life. I love books. I guess I can do without books but.... I can't imagine it.
I want to read The Diary of Anne Frank. I so want to. I'm either going to ask Jayna or save up for it. I am like that, borrow or buy. Depends, my dad might buy it for me...
I just spell-checked. I hate it!!!!!!!!
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Monday, September 27th, 2004
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| Subject: | EXAMS! |
| Time: | 4:44 pm. |
| Mood: | bitchy. | | Music: | Tata Young - Cinderella. |
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Alright, brace myself and breathe.
EXAMS! They're here. Those terrible hated words. Okay, I'm nearly suffering from stress. Half-stress. I can still play the computer, but it isn't long till I can't access it unless I have homework! Somebody, save me!
I just got a super nice set by Rylon. It's so beautiful... I wish I had his talent. But I don't, and that's not anything. The day I achieve something, that'll be it.
It's like I have no confidence in myself. Goodness... .He. didn't come today. I guess, I didn't see him anywhere. Okay, tomorrow's maths. I'm ready to freak. I got... 62/78 for my maths test and... isn't that bad?
English was today. This week is TOTAL exams week. Compo was soooo difficult! I stared at my paper and took nearly the whole time limit! Of course, I started writing but it was worthless. I think this is my worst compo ever. When I am like lower than the rest, people are going to go *mutter* *mutter*. Great, that's how its going to be. It's okay, at least, I hope. I have been humiliated.
Please, please, God.. I want my Sims2 ever so much. I have decided to be a new girl, start all over and be a good girl. I'll be like a bitch and all. That'll suit my mood. I'm feeling very upset and stressed. And, I have to see the damn counsellor somewhere soon. I'm not retarded, but after meeting this damn woman, I've become one.
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Sunday, September 26th, 2004
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Well, ok, this sucks, alot and alot. I want Sims 2 but its so not coming unless I get good grades. Right, that sucks, don't you think?
I still haven't got the layout together. I've kind of given up and I'm going to change it. Make a new one, perhaps. And, my wishlist. I need a blog, for gods sake! I just don't feel like making one. That's a bad bad thing about me. I'm ever so lazy and all.
I'm pretty stressed from school.. And home. Home sweet home, let's hope I'll find some meaning in that, soon. Actually, I already have, but I am soo mixed inside, I don't know if its true.
This seems like the bad issue. Fortunately, the next thing I'm going to talk about is not bad. It's good. I'm going to try for the glade gazette again, so, suggestion on topics, anyone? Aura, Rylon, SCI and Chel have made the graphics team. Cool, huh? I didn't apply, cos I know I'm not good enough.
Can I cry? I feel weird if I don't let everything out but after all, this is an online journal, and practically everybody accesses the internet. So, no no no. Life's pretty.. sucky. I'm becoming so temperamental lately. I'm terribly bad to Cleon. I feel really really guilty. But, he lets me use him as my punchbag. I don't punch him, no. He listens.... and doesn't help. Ok, half a true friend, I guess. Everybody is so waiting for me to say I like him because we are like great friends for years. And Shiv too. So what if I'm good friends with boys? Min thinks I'm so lucky because I can get ALL I want. I can't get all I want, and most of the boys are scared of me. I'm not bitchy. But, still, I feel like one. I've always had a dignity, and that's beacuse I can't cry. I have pride, like a boy. I'm like a boy in every way, and that's why I have friends who are boys.
Min is trying to hard to be like me, but she gets ignored. Amos is my friend, and treats her like she's a shadow, because she acts like one. She loves him, but she doesn't give him space. If you love somebody, you will be happy ot see him happy. Seeing him irritated is like her cue if she truly loves him. I don't know about me. I just look at .him. and if he's smiling or laughing, I just smile. I'm wierd.
Joshua said I take over the boys life. I can't agree. He controls Shiv, my best friend, and forbids him to talk to me. The pot calling the kettle black, I said to him. He apologised after. Nobody wants to cross me. I'm like fierce and have my own friends who are powerful. But, I have power too. I won't abuse it. I have never. Throughout these years, no.
Ok, I'm feeling very very dumpy now after recollecting all my troubles. Bye bye.
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Thursday, August 5th, 2004
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Blah Blah Blah.
Maybe that's what I shall type everyday. I haven't had the time to update.... :( I hope that's okay, cos I don't think many people come and read all this crap anyway.
Elle made my userlookup, but there's an error that I will have to edit.. Sighs...
National day is just around the corner and for the celebrations, I'll be wearing....
Oh darn darn darn. I DON'T KNOW! I better go check!
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Saturday, July 31st, 2004
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::Dances For Awhile::
You know, I just love the picture. I have to redo a few things, though, like making the thing a fixed background and making this LJ friends only... Maybe I'll ask Lauren or search for great sites for LJ tutorials. Hmm... Syndarys is a great place to start...
Poor Cleon! He has a fever but still came to school. Ever seen a dumber person? He was in a daze and I had to help him and everything... Hope he gets well again.
I'm writing a new story. Completely given up on The Emerald Sword. I rewrote it 7 times but I'm still not satisfied! The title of the new story is 'The Diary Of Naomi Jane Watson:Black Sheep'. Love the name Naomi. It sounds soo... cool.
I think I'll make a board with Naomi. She's closed her board... :( Lothwe is going for vacation and she asked me to go solo. Maybe when she comes back, I will create a board with her. Depends on Naomi's decision.
It's not so bad, you know. School, I mean. Lixin's account got hacked and the person deleted her lookup code. Next stop for me: Lookups. Then guild layouts. I got to learn all these stuff. I don't know how to make LJ Layouts. I just modified the code... Wouldn't mind one like Naomi's...
I think I'll find a way to put the tagboard somewhere.... All right, I'll go figure it out! Buaiz!
*Adlin Shot on 31 July on 11.24am*
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